Some days , I get such a sick feeling . everything about my life seems so empty ,so meaningless. each minutes holds something familiar , something i saw yesterday and the days before , every second seems to drag on , and my heart feels so lonely . i feel so bored with my life and everything on it . AND the other days everything feels so great , the sky sings pretty songs of love and I can't stop smiling everything I encounter give me the same feeling of the warm sun on your skin after you have been cold so many months . I have hope and everything is bright and new and so, so lovely . the only difference between those days is a few hours of sleepless nights and dreams .